-its hard-

Could this be any harder? Love shouldn�t hurt as much as it is... He has no clue how much love I have for him. Life without his touch, is life without air. It hurts too much... but yet, I long for the hurt. It lets me know that I�m still alive. How am I gonna tell him? ... How am I gonna put my feelings into words? It seams so easy in my mind, but every time I try, something stops me and I change the subject.

It feels like he is the one for me. Nothing has felt so right. I feel so at peace whenever I�m with him... but at the same time, it still hurts. I miss him even when he stands by me. Why is life so hard? This cant be healthy for me...

Should I tell him? Let him know what I feel? What is he gonna say? Would it be wrong of me, his best friend, to start up this kind of thing...? No. I have to tell him.

"Taylor?" I whispered quietly to him from behind a big Oak tree that stood outside my house. It was dark, and cold, with rain clouds forming. I could feel some water droplets hit my skin.

"Alexandra?" he said with a happy voice. He walked closer. "What are you doing out here? It�s gonna start to storm soon." He told me with caution.

"Taylor... I need to talk to you..." I whispered to him again. I was almost crying. Too much emotion, I just couldn�t hold it all in.

"What is it?" he asked me, as he walked up beside me, and set his arm around my shoulder. He sensed my frustration.

"Taylor..." I started. "I have something to tell you. It�s been eating at me for a really long time, and I just really need to let you know how I feel." I told him. Now, he was even more concerned. He leaned closer to me. Then, rapped his arms around my back.

"What is it Alexandra?" he whispered into my left ear.

"It�s you." I managed to say.

"What?" he asked as he walked back, and stood right in front of me. Those blue eyes. They got me every time.

"It�s you... I... I think... I... I think I love you." I whispered very quietly as I looked off into the distance and shut my eyes. It had been said. Whatever was going to happen, would happen. Whatever he said, would change the rest of my life. I was scared to know what he was thinking. What he was going to tell me.

He smiled. And took me back in his arms. Then simply said, "...I love you too..."

by: @lexandra @ugusta �